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Fiction Friday – The Broken Window Theory

FICTION FRIDAY – The Broken Window Theory

Dad reads aloud from behind the paper while we’re having dessert on Thursday evening. “A building with a broken window that has been left unrepaired will give the appearance that no one cares and no one is in charge.”

My brother and I exchange glances, knowing errant tennis balls and footballs or a book thrown in jest, have cracked a fair share of windows. We copped a hiding for it but the windows were repaired eventually. Sometimes the masking tape dried out and the makeshift cardboard panel fell off.

The irony is this: Dad was an architect of anger. He built a house out of the rigidity of his beliefs. Brick pylons to support a history of resentment and frustration. It was a constant. It formed the floorboards and plasterboard walls, laced with asbestos. Hence, there were constant broken windows, the cracking of his self and his spirit which made it hard to write on the glass after fogging it up with your breath.

Friday Fiction – Memento Mori

Memento Mori
There’s a children’s amusement ride outside the café. It’s presence is unquestioned. It is ever present. The paint is flaking to reveal layers of previous representations. The coin slot is slightly rusted and still runs on twenty cent pieces. Grandparents forage for coins when babysitting when cajoled by the youngster. Each coin deposited is for the ferryman; the clink of coins is the price of the soul. For a minute the child is gently rocked back and forth as the mechanism hums an earthen lullaby. The child does not know it but the grandparent does. This is memento mori. Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust. A return to finishing a cup of coffee and the last of a meal of chips and nuggets.

Fiction Friday – Postcards From A Funeral

As I entered the church for the funeral, I was handed a blank postcard, a pen and a small yellow envelope that jingled with coins. The postcard had a stamp affixed. People put them in suit jacket pockets or handbags, and when one person opened the small yellow envelope and counted the change inside, everyone started doing it. Somehow it was musical. The chiming of bell birds. One person whispered to one another, “Coins for the ferryman,” and I could hear the echo of it from others.

            The service started and we were still none the wiser after the processional, the introduction, the opening hymn and the reading of Scripture. The priest stood for what I assumed was the homily. Instead, he explained the postcard and the coins. “Tell yourself the most significant loss you have experienced and why it still hurts. You can write your own address on the postcard or leave it blank. On the way home, buy a packet of lollies as a treat, a succour to your grieving.”

            Even in your death, you know what everyone needed.

Fiction Friday – Definition of Loss

Definition of Loss
He is six and loss is defined when he cannot find his Minecraft t-shirt or he forgot he drank all the milk in his cup or there are no more chips in the bowl or his favourite book is not on the shelf. The loss of his father lacks definition. He knows it is his mother’s tears, Nanna’s cuddles and Grandpa’s silence.


In the playroom he takes blank paper from the open ream and the pencil case of Textas, sits at the drawing desk and draws as many pictures of his father as he can. Stick figures with round bodies and funny shaped heads wearing tradie fluoroes or boardies and rashie or jeans and a t-shirt walking the dog. In the open spaces he draws a hammer, tape measure, saw, drill, as many items as he can remember from the tool box on the back of the ute.


From the craft drawer he takes out a pair of scissors and a roll of sticky tape, takes them to his room with the pictures. He cuts the pictures out one-by-one and sticks them on his bedroom window in a stained glass mosaic. The definition of what he has lost.

Fiction Friday – Notes On How A Man Loves

FICTION FRIDAY – Notes On How A Man Loves

There are four of us around the table at our regular catch up. I can tell you my best friend’s kebab order (chicken, lettuce, tomato, onion, tabouli, hummus and chili sauce), his favourite band and how we’re going to see them live the next time they tour but not his deepest fear. I can tell you my friend’s fastest time over five k’s and what sized t-shirt he wears and how we all chipped in to buy him Luke Skywalker’s X-Wing Lego set for his 40th birthday a couple of years back but not if work is stripping him of his sense of wholeness. I can tell you my friend is still working on that novel he’s been talking about for three years and we will start quoting Stewie’s monologue to Brian from The Family Guy about writing a novel but I don’t know how he and his wife are doing since he briefly mentioned something a couple of months back and hasn’t spoken of it since. I won’t tell them that last week I drove through Macca’s for a box of nuggets and ate them in the carpark, swallowing tears with mouthfuls of post-mix Coke because I am so fucking scared of the darkness digging under my fingernails that I bite them down to the quick to prevent it seeping in and I will never have the courage to ask for help.

Fiction Friday – Kite Flying

I look up from my reading in the school library, and beyond the window, a baker’s dozen of swallows perform their murmuration. Further afield, above the terracotta replication of tiled rooftops, a flock of pigeons circle their roost in practiced ellipses. I wonder which is the truer vision of my life. Wherein I tie a string to my dreams in the hope it will become a kite. Instead, perhaps, it may become an anchor grounding me to solid earth.

Fiction Friday – Pockets

FICTION FRIDAY

Pockets

In my pockets, I hold more memories of your hurts than instances of what gave you joy. I am hoping you have not forgotten what brought you joy. I am hoping you have forgotten what hurt you. I hold it for you without pain. I hold it as witness should you ever point at your heart and ask, “What caused this scar?”

Fiction Friday – Fireflies

I would like to see fireflies again. I saw them, once, when I was young. They were small stars I could reach towards, blinking in the darkness, writing words I could not read in a calligraphy beyond imagination. I wanted to decipher the words they wrote in the night sky, hoping for a revelation, an epiphany, a prophecy. Perhaps they only wrote about the trivial and mundane. If so, I saw then, for a moment, the extraordinary composed as a haiku to the ordinary.

Fiction Friday – Once Upon A Kitchen Bench, A Jar of Vegemite…

FICTION FRIDAY Once Upon A Kitchen Bench, A Jar of Vegemite…

(a little nod to Calvino)

On the kitchen bench is a jar of Vegemite, the lid left beside it. There is a knife on the blue plastic cutting board smeared in streaks of viscous Vegemite and mascara mops of margarine. Scattered across the blue plastic cutting board are breadcrumbs, like specks of clouds. You know there is a story here. You are the protagonist (in another iteration, you are the antagonist). As this is a literary fiction story, you recognise the suburban symbolism of the scene as lower middle-class and the tension between want and need, both physically and emotionally. Through another lens, the scene is a point of conflict between a parent and child, or between a couple and you make another connection to the tension of physical and emotional want and need. Walking to the other side of the kitchen bench, the camera tracks with you and the event is a key aspect in understanding how you use physical sustenance in your stories as a metaphor of your need for intellectual intimacy beyond quoting song lyrics and movie quotes as a shorthand of relational connection with your friends. To continue this narrative in different refracted opportunities, go to page 17. To exit the story, go to The End.

Fiction Friday – A Beatitude


A Beatitude
Each evening he sits down to the mandala of meat and three vegetables. Tonight is sausages. Last night was rissoles. He’s planning for tomorrow night to be chicken. He hasn’t had lamb cutlets in a while. Next time he passes by the butcher’s he will see if they’re on special. Mashed potato, peas, corn and carrots are the basis of this meditation. He sprinkles a little salt and pepper over his food. The table is set with knife and fork, and a spoon for dessert. Custard with tinned fruit is the staple. His family has all grown up, his wife long past. This is his time to reflect, to remember, to reminisce. This is holy communion.