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Mountains and Valleys

He traced the peaks and valleys of the mountain range with his eyes, following the vein of water tumbling through the crags and clefts.  The parallel ridges of the range were calligraphy of shape and form, cairns and pillars of his history.  As the shaman, he named each mountain and knew its legend, the high places for worship and the places of idolatry.  Formed under intense pressure and heat they had erupted out from the dust of the earth.  From his vantage point he ached to scale the precipice, yet floundered in the valley lacking the strength to begin the ascension.  Tracing back along the valley floor he deepened the ravine with a razorblade until the earth became a blanket and cradled him to dust.

If Your Son Asks For Bread

Apologetically he left the bread, milk and cereal on the counter while the shop assistant turned her head to avoid heaping further shame when the credit card was declined.  Walking back to the car he calculated when his next pay would hit the account, knowing that it would only just about cover the bills for that month and leave little more than loose change for a sparrow’s meal.  Glancing at his watch he figured the children would be just about to wake up while his wife waited for the breakfast essentials.  He sat wringing the wheel, hoping for a genie to emerge.  Scratching around in the glove compartment he found a pen and a crumpled serviette and wrote, “Do not raise the alarm as I am carrying a knife so give me all your cash.”  Pulling out of the car park he headed for home while the serviette, stuffed into his shirt pocket, pricked at his heart.

Parenthood

“Every sitcom, rom-com and chick-flick lied,” thought Peter.

There was no inappropriate breaking of the waters, frantic taxi rides or giving birth in the car park.  No milling throng of family waiting for the proud father to emerge from the delivery suite like a prophet in scrubs announcing the good news that a son had been born. Instead, there was the interminable waiting of fourteen hours of labour, followed by a brief period of unspeakable profanities and finally, a delivery. Now there was the silence of a husband and wife cradled into each other with a small, wrinkly, slightly bemused-looking human being nuzzling into his mother’s breast.

Peter looked down at his son and muttered, “This is going to be harder than I thought.”

Father and Son

The crease and crinkle of paper caught Dave’s ear as he walked passed his bedroom. Looking around the door he saw his son crouched on the far side of the bed.

“What are you looking at?” he asked as he came around to see.

Spread out between in front of James was the curvature of breasts and buttocks and a finely manicured lawn with the staple as her bellybutton ornament. Dave stood and rehearsed the reprimand forming in his head, but was interrupted.

“Do you wish that Mum looked like this?”

Waiting – A Triptych – Part 3

She picked up the silver-framed photograph of a woman nursing a newborn baby.  In the photo her arms were wrapped like a wall, protective and sheltering. She remembered the woman she was then and the intense possessiveness she had felt. A selfishness that drank like the child at her breast; even wanting to withhold the child from its father.

“Flesh of my flesh, bone of my bone,” she murmured.

She waited for that sensation again as she packed the photograph into her luggage, waiting for the taxi, hoping the grit would become a pearl.

Grass Stains

All Jack could taste was the heat of the summer sun, dirt and grit while he felt the sting of grazes on his hands and knees.  The billycart rested to the side of the hill, just off the concrete path.  Steve’s bare feet slapped down the path while he whooped triumphantly, “That was an awesome stack!” Just beyond Steve was the infatuation that had distracted Jack from the downhill plummet: Fiona.  His attempt to wave to her had catapulted him into the ditch and now she was disappearing. Steve responded, “I am so putting this on youtube,” as Jack’s nose gave in to shame and embarrassment.

The Norfolk Island Pine

The Norfolk Island pine in our backyard stood as a beacon in the neighbourhood, the lighthouse to draw us home.  We climbed its branches and swayed in the wind at its peak, surveying the housing estate that was burgeoning around us.  The tumble of pushbikes at someone’s front door signalled afternoon tea. Back fences were not a barrier to us as children, but merely another adventure.

The day my father left there were three white envelopes on the kitchen table that looked like gravestones, one for each of us children. I was the first home and in the background the scream of a chainsaw brought down the pine.

Blowing Bubbles

“You can never blow bubbles when you are angry,” my grandmother intoned. She kept of bottle of solution and a wand on the kitchen windowsill.

“It helps me calm down when I am upset.”

Standing at the funeral the frustration of grief disrupted the rhythm of my breathing. A short, sharp inhalation held, drawing the wand to my lips and slowly, deliberately exhaling.

A steady stream of bubbles rushed forward before settling in the hands of the breeze. They rose and danced before fading and disappearing.

Old Ben

Old Ben’s formica table peeled at the yellowing edges where the rusted border gaped and collected fragments of cereal. Stacked slightly off-centre was Ben’s spartan crockery and cutlery. They were the remains of a wedding present which had over the years lost pieces through neglect, ignorance and argument. All that remained was a single place setting for one; the simplicities of a widower. Beside the stack was a white linen napkin, rolled, and kept in place by his grandfather’s monogrammed napkin ring. The door bell chimed its tune and the laughter of grandchildren frolicked outside, wanting to come in.